I've been watching someone often these days.

Knowing how happy that person is, makes me feel like giving a slap.
Knowing how sad that person is makes me feel wonderful.

I hate that person to be happy. I wish to do anything to destroy everything.
I don't want that person to gain any happiness, not even a single bit.

And the end of it, I hope to prove to that person that I'm not not useless.

Though all are over but I can never move on.
The anger, the pain, I have to get back what I've supposed to.
And at the same time, I hope that person can get back the taste of it.

不甘心 不甘心
不甘心 不甘心..

Hah. If anyone were to ask me: 你最大的遗憾是什么？
杀了他，干掉他！

It's the one and only thing that I can never forgive and forget.