Bought a Jasper Wong X Rebel Scholar iPhone Case from SMG (JJ's shop)!




I bought the last one on the display case!
And it has 5 different of the stickers! :D

Just now one man ran to us and pass this.



Original copy for my mom, carbon copy for me.

Mom asked me what is this.
He said FLAG DAY!!!!

Then he walked away.

We were confused, I thought it's some kind of advertising or crap.
But that man was holding a red market plastic bag, bald looking, dress normally like around the neighbourhood...

And I look at the paper.
What the crap is this?......

I laughed because everything doesn't make sense.

Mail?
Fu Lu Shou?
Donation?
P.O ?
And the Fax number doesn't look local. ??

And the funny thing that I keep laughing is the 'FLAG DAY' part.
It means donation.

Next time when I need funds for my Apple iPad, I will say ITS FLAG DAY!!!!! LOLOL....

Oh wait, by the way you may wonder why there's corn at the back.
I was at NTUC.. -_-.

Today I went to Clementi for the treatment again.
One reason why I love going there because of the things they teach.
The things that you dont usually read it, the things that teachers dont teach during biology.
Unless you take extra time to goto the library or bookshop to read about them and usually they are in complex term.

Today's topic is about Electric.
People may ask if the thing we are sitting on is dangerous and will cause any side effect?

The answer is No.
The reason is you can touch any electric as long there's no ampere (A).
Electric from your power source of the plug has amperes on it and you will get electrocuted.
Whereas the one we are using for treatment has only 0.05A which is almost to none.

Hence it's very safe and doesn't cause any side effect to our body.

In fact, our body has electric currents.
And hence they use the machine to monitor our heart beat are monitoring the current through our heart to determine the condition of our heart.

We all have voltage in our bodies.

7V for new born babies and young kids.
5V for Adults
2V for Senior citizens
0V when you are dead.

When time goes by, this voltage gets lesser and lesser.
So it affects our movement of our body like the speed of walking, thinking, etc.
So our logic is: Our body movement and thinking gets slow because we are old. In fact, our body voltage gets weaker and weaker hence we get slow.
One example is when we got tripped by ourselves without any obstacle on the ground. That's one sign of losing of voltage.

When you talk about voltage/ electric currents, there will be positive and negative charges.
Same goes to our body.


Our red blood cells are full of positive charges.
But around the red blood cells are covered with negative charges.

You all know positive with positive/ negative with negative = repel.
Positive and negative = attract.

Hence, our red blood cells moves one at a time.
They don't merge together at all.
So your blood is all liquified.


When we grow old, we are stressed in our enviroment together with the harmful radiations from the electronic appliances from our mobile phones,
microwaves in the kitchen (that's why most of the females especially housewife has the most health problems by statistics) and especially the electric cooker (i'm not sure what is that call, the one we usually cook with gas but the newer technologies uses inductor), that's the most harmful one to our body.

These harmful radiations are positive ions and entered to our body.

Slowly these positive ions stick to our red blood cells and all of the red blood cells attract to each other because they are the same charge.

(From here you may know why so many companies invented all the ioniser, negative ions air purifiers, washing machine which leave all the negative ions on clothes, all kinds and kinds of appliance you happen to see in stores.)



These red blood cells start to stick together as a clump and hence our blood gets thick and sticky.

Certain parts of our bodies like our head has very tiny veins and nerves that only allow one cell to flow through at a time. Taking an example, we get headache because of this because the clump of blood cells can't move through the veins and it causes a clog.


When cells can't move, oxygen can't carry around the head and so does the headache comes in.
So, there's no complete circulation around our body.
Same goes to our legs, neck, hands, etc.


We may think that by excercising, eating suppliments, and all sorts of methods helps to break those red blood cells (positive charges) apart. But in fact nothing else on Earth can help to break it apart except electric current. (Proven by the doctors & health researchers)

We all have to do some electric therapy to help to recharge our voltage.
I've mention about the voltage gets weaker each time, so doing this therapy will help to recharge our body.
This current will help to break those positive red cells by recharging more negative ions into the body and hence the red blood cells gets more liquified and we are back to healthy condition.


And you all may know there are a lot of companies who have these kind of ionisers and machines which gives out electric charges and why this is so special compared to the rest of them?

All the ionisers which gives out ions are constantly releasing out the same amount of output.
The machines which has electric charges are fixed voltages. They all can cure and help us but until a certain stage it will not help anymore.
Just like eating medicine for a long period of time and you will find one day that your body is immune to the same quantity and you need to increase the dosage.
Same theory, this is what is happening if your body constantly gets the same amount of voltage.

However the one that I went are releasing voltages that fluctuates (total 10,044 different voltages).
Each will change in every 5 seconds and the body will not get used to every of the voltages each time and so the result will be constantly increasing and improving our health all the time.

As shown below, the black line shows the constant output of the treatment for X product and the red line shows the one i'm undergoing that has fluctuating voltages.

There's too many others to type about and what they have taught about for the past more than 10 days.. I've learn quite a lot and actually..
Probably I should type some out for those which are more interesting and good for general knowledge.

BTW, I'm not doing this for any other purposes but sharing of extra knowledge.

Hello people and I'm back again.

Probably I'm not myself for the past few days.
Now, I'm on form. Can Perform!

I'm starting to get that annoying feeling
I choose to ignore that as I think maybe there is really a big gap between everyone of us.
Maybe I feel annoyed talking too much in the past
Maybe I feel tired of it.

I don't wish to care anymore.
Hate us if you want,
I feel damn irritated with everything from now!
And.. Now I should be focusing what I need to do and who are still with me.
Woosh!

So... back to the same old weekly routine - work sleep work sleep.
And I can't wait to visit the Fengshui gallery this Saturday too.
I can't remember what activity I have on Sunday..
But I'm thinking of going back to catch some prawns every weekend to practice more... before I can think of what else we can do, lol.

Even if he learn how to ride a bicycle, I don't think it makes life any more fun because we can only ride in the park.
Well, cycling on pavement is forbidden! Crap.

I'm still looking for the Joker bicycle.
If I can't find it by this year, I'm going back Taiwan next year to buy it and ship it back for good and that's for sure.

Now.....
What should I do?
No work today.

gone for good. :)

Feeling wasted.

Don't feel like going anywhere or doing anything.

Nope, I didn't drink last night.
I quit drinking quite sometime ago.

The last time I drank was in Taiwan last month, trying out the BOLS lychee.
But I hate the alcohol taste.
I got phobia of it somehow.

Like recently, I got 'allergic' with all these stuff so suddenly.
That's a pretty good thing.

Now, what's up today?
Not gonna expect to be a happening day, like usual.

Where is my happy soul?
I need to find it back.

Btw, I'm sorry to Wirriam for that rubbish last night.
But do you realise? It always happen during CNY?
The reason because I'm lonely.
Nobody knows that empty feeling in my house and in my heart.

I got Wisdom (teeth)!

And they never stop growing!

Did I mention? I got SEI-GOR WISDOM TEETH!

God really bless me. Thank you very much.

It's kind of surprising to know one of my aunt stays so near to Yin!
She just shifted her house recently.

I didn't know that until my mom drove to TPSS just now...
And just happen I remembered about that 2 bags of cameras.. Now it's accomplished smoothly without going down just to collect it. Woo!

And now I know where Yin stays.. I can stalk her liao. Wakakka!
Hope next year we can have a CNY supper at Tampines! Now I'm looking forward for next CNY.
That's so strange isn't it.
Humans can just change their mind and thoughts with a slightest change.

Like the butterfly effect. If isn't this, it wont be that.
Just a teeny weeny change, like a flap of the butterfly wings.

Talking about this, I think I've watched it 3 times.
And watched so many different versions of endings. Crappiest.
I think the first version is always the best where he decided to kill himself in his mom's womb.

So many movies to watch now but i've been rejecting Wirriam.
I don't feel like going to the cinemas.
I just want to stay in my warm comfort zone.

Maybe it's because of my Vertigo which hit me almost a month ago.
And I managed to recover in 2 weeks, with only 1 pill of medication.
But I don't think that medication works. Just that it goes off by itself.
I would have saved $22. -_-

But now I'm feeling so pukey again.
I think it's because of the car sick as I constantly use the phone since noon.
I took 3pm+ to 4pm+, 4pm+ to 5pm+, 6pm+ to 7pm+ just to SMS all my customers in my contact list to wish them Happy Chinese New Year.
Although the receiver may just receive it and delete it away.
But they will never know how difficult I manage to get that done with the poor reception in my Grandma's place.

Out of erm, I don't know how many smses, but I believe there should be at least 500 customers.
Only less than 20 replied and wish me back.
How great.

I have to really thank those who took an effort to reply.
You guys will have a BIG FAT YEAR!

We are here to help, not to waste time.
At least try a slightest bit for our sake.

We have done our best.
The rest is your efforts.
No one can help you now.

He choose not to bother because he wants you to learn how to manage things yourself.
And to let you know that we live our ourselves, not for others.

You are old enough to decide and think.
We really don't wish to interfere so much but we still choose to because we care.

I hope one day things get better.
It's all in your hands to control it.
Don't let your emotions and your problems control you but you have to learn to control them instead.
Don't you find this tiring enough?
We feel tired for you.

The earlier u try, the earlier you'll see things better in a diff way.
You'll suffer greatly if you don't fix it.

I mean you good, girl.

You know who you are if you are reading this.
It's my last straight to point message to you. I hate to repeat everytime.
I have reasons why I've been repeating topics in plurk. They are all meant for you. To make sure it gets into your mind n you'll remember it.

I hope you get my message.
No matter what we are always always here.
Like I ever mention in the first card, I feel you are someone special to me.

Such limited time yet I don't feel a distace between us.


I exist for a reason.
I don't do so much, nag so much, and say things straight to a point to people. They all know that.
I'm not the kind of person who will bother so much just for someone.
Because all these are wasting my time if I don't succeed to help you.

Good luck.
I hope one day you will thank me. Lol.
This is what I can do for you in return.

Is it me or what?

I feel we are drifted somewhere halfway and I never realise it.

What is the real problem?
Is it just me?
Tell me about it. I've heard one part of it n I think it's true.

Maybe I've kept my heart so much to myself.
I love me more than anyone else.

I can't feel more love from anyone except me.

Who am I?

I never hate CNY so much in my life before.

I'm sorry if I ever ruin your mood but I really feel very negative for this festival.

Many things come across my mind just for this festival.
It really makes me wonder.

Anyway happy CNY n VDAY to you.

Good night.
It's almost 5.

All done up!

Level One: Features BBF Kamen Rider Decade Last Version & Sundome Manga Limited Edition

But i addon my Gakken TLR since that level is all about TLRs


Level two:
Kumagin & Harikin Limited Editons Wide Slim Series


And I changed to Gold & Silver instead cuz usually ppl say it as gold & silver & i put in my Daruma doll

The reason why I put the daruma doll there because I want myself to keep remember to fulfill my wish!

Level Three: Features Golden Half especially the Hello Kitty Limited Edition & the rest of the colors as well as Wide Slim series. And I place to Blue Yellow Pink sequence as its near to my religion organisation (SGI) flag color. And the last is just the remainings: But I realise i forgot to add the Anbelin's Signatured cameras & 2008 Beijing Olympics Limited Edition Holga And this is so much easier to explain when people ask me what im doing when visitor comes. Products speak a thousand words! Happy happy! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D

I will always put Yin's words into my mind.
I got to try.. I got to try.. :)

Alicia has finally got her iMac as her Valentines Day present from William!
Wow, sweetest ever!

I'm not even celebrating any Valentines at all, not because it falls on CNY but I don't see a need in it. Or... Am I really that heartless now?

I totally got no gift ideas after I started to get busy with my job.

Or I can say I lost my sense of love.
I love lesser than before.
Even the other day my friend chat with me.. He said a female who lacks of love will tend to react the same kind of way I'm facing now.
Saying 'I need to be independent' 'I must do XXXX and not YYYY', etc etc..

Probably.

Maybe I've lost myself somewhere. :O

I went back to sleep this morning and I don't know why both of them appear in my dreams.

I was pretty close, very close to one of them.
And I felt so sad in that dream.
The feeling of "so near yet so far".

Probably I haven't move on.
Still, I was yearning to meet him on the street and have the courage to say hi.

I wonder when does fate let us meet again?


PS. I'm not gonna hide anything from this blog. Whether who will be reading this, I'm gonna say it out honestly.

Maybe because I'm the only one who has been talking too much.

Can't help it because my mind has ever flowing of thoughts.
I always have to dispose I off before it gets overloaded.

Anyway, morning world.
Blogger will be my companion for now.
Chinese new year will be round the corner, I resume back to work on the 17th.
I may even gotta skip reunion dinner because of work.
And after new year there gonna be grand opening of TBS, I gotta be there.. I gotta be there.. (chants)
but at least probably there's media or the press may be there. I haven't face that for so long.
Some stuff worth headache about makes me a little worried.
Oh well then, we shall see how it goes.

After so long, I still thinking why dad isn't around.
How life will be much easier with him.
I always tend to cry n get pissed of with myself over nothing.
Who can understand the loniless in the business world.
After facing so much customers, the end of the day, putting down work, I'm back alone.
I can't describe this 'lone' word. It's not about having no friends.
It may be 'stress alone' 'work alone' 'tired alone',etc.

I told mom it's not easy especially for sole propritorship.
At least there must have partner to help out, an assistant, or whatever.
She agree with that else it's mentally and physically tiring.
What to do, with my current ability I can't hire anyone now.
Lots of financial burdens. I don't want a car license because of that. I'll have more burdens.

They all see it like it's so easily. Until one day they get the taste of it.
Notiong's easy. Everything they view is by the surface. my life hasn't been THAT great after I left school. Sometimes I got to put a mask infront of them when they always give me the same kind of attitute. I wonder if they ever really treat me like a friend?

And the past year, I've did many mistakes. I lost several people. I chose that myself. Probably after that incident, I realize it's all just me. Not them. I'm the one who is rejecting everything around me. I'm the one who chose to be anti social, I'm the one who is not initiative.

Same goes to family members. When Wirriam ask me for a dinner. I rejected.
I'm sorry to do that. I know it's a huge disappointment. I even say things that I shouldn't.
But I haven't have any family gatherings or dinner or family bondage session for the longest time.
I can't do it with my family or relatives. Don't even mention about outsiders.
I said I want to MIA because I choose to escape rather than facing it.
Family bondings/ meetings is my fear. I don't like to meet people outside my family.
Because I don't know what to say, how to react, what to do.
Eating with wirriam's family is a problem for me too. That's why I only started eating with them only 2 years ago during his birthday.

I hate to join because I don't want them to ask about me.
I don't want them to think I'm rude due to the fact I got zero knowledge about manners infront of seniors. I don't know when will I have the courage to do so. Maybe another year, two, four?
This thing has haunt me for almost 7 years. Probably no one knows.

in my past relationship, I already have such problem.
And his mom said 'once a stranger, always a stranger'
he told me that after with them for 4 years, I'm still a stranger to their family.
There's no bond, the ice wasn't broken all those while.
It really pressurized me a lot.

How do you feel when someone outside their family (just a church member) can be her god daughter and laugh and joke with her so much right before your eyes when you can't even do that? I don't even worth 1% in that house. Not at all. And she even ask that girl, how I wish you can stay with me everyday infront of me. That girl is not my rival. It's just that why am I such a failure?? I goto his house so much more than her and why does it have to be this way? Everyday I eat with them, I always keep quiet. And because I've done that, I don't want to so that again to ruin my current relation.

And.. I even think of what to say to her or what I can do every night before I sleep.
I even cried so much and even think of scripts for that 20words I gonna say to her the other time when I did something wrong. Because I always feel.. I'm a stranger, always a stranger to them n everyone.
and because of that, that's one reason I took the courage to leave that broken relation.
He ever ask me to go back last year but this issue is my main issue before I even consider.
Not that I even considered. I just meant that his mom is my fear.

I won't want to face his mom. Hence I hate Hong Kong.
I just scared I'm so swey and bump onto her there one day.

So.. I don't know how, when, what.
I'm sorry if things gets no better in my current relation.
I don't even visit friend's house because of that fear too.
The fear of meeting seniors.
I really hope you can understand my situation.
I hate CNY because of the same reason.
I think everyone regard me as a stranger.
Do you know, in my current relation, this has been in my heart since day one?
I'm sorry to say this but when we started not long ago, 3 years ago, I ever thought of leaving this relationship cuz of family bondage. I ever thought of finding a English speaking background family n stay with them for good. I always think maybe English background may be much easier n maybe I can click well easily.

I know I shouldn't escape, rather to face it. Because one day I have to face it soon.
Sorry, but I still don't have the courage to do so, for now.

Hah.

What's the point of planning a marriage at age of 21?
Marriage is not about 2 people but 2 families.

Thinking so much, I guess I shall stay single.
I can't even communicate, can't even initiate, very anti-social.
Who wants a daughter in law who have such bad qualities?

I can't accept them, I don't except them to accept me.

Next year, I'm gonna MIA during CNY for good.
Planning to go overseas. I haven't tried that though.
If sis can't come back next year again, I'm going to China to celebrate CNY. :D

I'm not gonna accept any people's request anymore.
Not gonna help anyone.
The world is only me and myself and I.

TYVM. <-- lol.

Stressful world.
Who else can understand me much better than I do?

Too many things in mind,
I don't know where to start.

I've been watching someone often these days.

Knowing how happy that person is, makes me feel like giving a slap.
Knowing how sad that person is makes me feel wonderful.

I hate that person to be happy. I wish to do anything to destroy everything.
I don't want that person to gain any happiness, not even a single bit.

And the end of it, I hope to prove to that person that I'm not not useless.

Though all are over but I can never move on.
The anger, the pain, I have to get back what I've supposed to.
And at the same time, I hope that person can get back the taste of it.

不甘心 不甘心
不甘心 不甘心..

Hah. If anyone were to ask me: 你最大的遗憾是什么？
杀了他，干掉他！

It's the one and only thing that I can never forgive and forget.

Don't love someone too much until you forgot about yourself.

To simplify, it means save yourself first before others.
This isn't about selfishness but a logic.

How can you save others when you are dying or already died?

I've always been very naggy towards my friends especially health matters.
Probably I've already failed to save myself first.
I always keep friends and other people my first priority.
I always feel they are quite irritated by me because of constant naggings, or even repetitious topics.
I just mean them well because I want them to remember: Health is always the most precious wealth.


I have already lost precious of people in life, I don't want to lose even more when I can help when I'm able to. I always want them to prevent rather than cure. Maybe we are too young to feel the sense of urgency but when things are happening, and there is a symptom, it's already too late. I've seen real things happening before my eyes 2 years ago. I don't want history to repeat again.

I know I should be practicing to set good example.
But I always have a very bad habit to complete tasks before i close my eyes to end the day. By the time it happens, it's another brand new day.

I can't really kick that habit instantly.
No, not because I can't but I don't want to.

I never believe with the word CAN'T.
Sometimes when I said CAN'T, I'm actually trying to find excuses for not doing it.
In fact, I can do everything with my current ability.
Partly I'm lazy. As usual, laziness is the biggest obstacle for me for the past 21 years.
I'm lazy since born.

I hope to kick this habit by this year. Really hope.

Time to stock take before I goto sleep.
And before I goto bed, I have to watch some minutes of video steaming from the phone.
Favourite channel: TVBS.

:D

UNDFTED?

Yeah, Undefeated. Maybe some of you may know why is it spelt that way.
It's a brand.

I'm not trying to steal some trademark but this word describes me.

No matter what happens, no matter what comes in or out, how down am i..
I'm still standing on the ground smiling with the rest of the people who needs my smile.

That doesn't mean the people around me are weak.
We need each others accompany, encouragement and motivation to move on.
Who lives alone? We all can't live alone.
Human needs a nature, which is communication, the sense of touch, the sense of belonging of one self in the world and know our individual roles in everyone's life.

Anyway, it has been almost months I've not touch in blogging.
I haven't lose touch in blogging. Everyday I will still yak so much about my daily life, which I know my close ones have gotten use to it. And probably they might even miss it so much when I'm away at times. Am I right?

Maybe I have much more words to say than before.
Maybe they are useless, meaningless, personal, not personal, whatever it is, they are still from me. Direct from my mind, direct from my heart. I don't edit my blog, I don't backspace more than one sentence, they are purely unedited, except those typo errors and spelling mistakes. Hahahaha.

Now you know how noisy am I.
Get prepared, even more.

Hmmmm, I guess things are different now compared to few months ago.
Maybe I have not change but the feeling is totally different.
Here's some summary of all things.

My life is way much more busier now after since I got 4 retail outlets to monitor, plus my current online business. Although nothing big has changed but it has been quite pack enough for me, so far.

I've yet to learn my piano, I've yet to get my driving lisence, I've yet to buy my very own bicycle after yearning it for 1 year. I know they are all within reach but it just feels so far. All I need is time. I have repeated this so much, but I know.. It's always about time management.

I am the official chairman of the Nua Club. I can 'tu' time for the longest time, probably I'm rank second sometimes, somehow. Nua-ing is my nature, hence there's no time management. We all do by our own pace. Seems good, and seems bad.

I'm almost 22 years old. Pretty old but young. Old enough to do everything, young enough to hook every single guys but too bad I'm not available, probably for the whole life time.
I got hooked by a guy, still the same William. It's bad because I can't believe I actually stay with him for so long, almost 5 years (unofficial) and 4 years (official) as at Dec 2010 and yet I can still tolerate his nonsense and erm.. stuff which I hate about him.

We still bicker a lot. But forgets in an instant. That makes us still yak and laugh about every single thing. I have even propose my marriage plan to him, ROM earliest 25 years old, married by 26 years old. Enjoy 2 years of marriage hood before being a mother at 28. Sounds good but I don't have the ability to do that yet. Monetary issues. I wonder we can hit a target by 25. (By the way all those proposed age using my age. Not his. He gonna be 29 when he gets married.) It sounds a little crazy to plan this thing when I'm only 21. But I hope all these early planning makes us get prepared for lots of things. We need a monetary plan, seriously.

I have good friends. Alicia is still sticking, Yin is still tagging and Glynis is still clinging on to me. I know I'm too good to lose as a friend. Can't be help. I'm the great Nuaster in our plurk network.

I had my first holiday trip with Wirriam on Dec 2009, like finally. Same goes to Yin & Ruby.
Spent my first Christmas in overseas.

I went to Taipei with Wirriam on Jan 2010. Together with Jordan and Weiming for the first time with them. I thought things are pretty screwed up due to improper planning but it goes quite well, fun and a little impromptu at times which gives the little excitement in our trip.

Like what they say: "You never know till you try it, things may turn out differently as you expected"

All in all, I had the most wonderful 3 months of my 21 years of living.

I'll update tomorrow. It's 3.30am. Time to sleep. I don't really know what I'm typing now.
Get well soon, Wirriam.