Maybe contacting is a mistake.
Maybe asking a favour is a big mistake.

I've already lost myself these days.
I'm really trying my best.. To get myself numb of that feeling.
History will be repeating again.

I hope not. Really not.
I've waited for almost 2 years.
Not gonna lose it once more.


I shall not initiate this time.
I'm tired.
Tired of testing and trying to find out the truth.
Full of high hopes, full of pain.
I don't know what am I expecting.
I don't know what I truly want.
I don't know what else to say..

All I want to see is happiness.